I'm genuinly disappointed to read that you feel so sorrowful and insignificant but feel fortunate that so many more of us don't.
It pains me, but it's reality. Sadly, I suspect a lot of the outrage that the Brexit Bus promises haven't happened is because people think we can demand anything, and everyone else will roll over and give it to us...
...maybe when we had the Empire, but not now.
We are a small country, and don't really have much in the way of manufacturing. What we do have lots off, and we are good at, is financial services. All owned my multinationals, and its relatively simple to lift and shift to other countries. Brexit - whether it happens or not - has decimated our manufacturing and has left our economy stagnant when we should have been in a period of significant growth. Speak to anyone in virtually any business that sells to the public, and you'll realise that money is tight everywhere.
Which was all very predictable. Which is why I voted remain at the referendum. Because it was the wrong time for the UK to leave.
But thats all in the past, this is where we are. What we don't need now is any delays, as week by week its causing irreparable damage to the UK.