for some reason I didnt want to go back home
instead I slept in my chair after job (as I was sleepless for some days because of pain in the neck)..

then drive to city center, park the car and had a long walk lonely for hours watching people ..
some talk with their mobile and so busy that dont see anything around..
some drive their expensive cars and looking at peoples face to see if they are impressed

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some at public bus unhappy going back home ..
night club workers trying to attract customers, restaurants mostly full of young people ,
some women buying food from markets,
prostitutues at hairdressers ..(some special zone so I can distinguish who is who)
as I have seen, people is so busy with their current moment so that most of them unaware where the life/systen is bringing them to.. they were like just the figures of a theatral play for some time and then
they go and others take their places..
as a human we create an artificial world/system around us, and then we become the slaves of it..
and then die even without realizing what we are/were..
most of those people unhappy, but just live their time without an actual aim like a robot.. besides they are not even aware that they are the slaves of the community (better than Roman time though) and they sell their whole work of lifetime for some food, may be a car and may be a home if they are lucky to have enough money..
most of them may be never had enough love , married together someone by family help, make children and die even without seeing a happy life for them..
lucky (or unlucky) ones, burry them in a materialistic life, buy every car they want, every home , every dress , every electronic gadget and try to find happines with those..
and some , go back home without any money in pocket to an empty refrigerator ..
is that life ?