thanks very much everyone. its not been easy for me the last few months as you know, what with mothers stroke, wrong surgery then being practically condemned to death by my own surgeon. things did get on top of me after i got diagnosed as having a stroke and everything and a total memory loss of everything ive done for quite a while. i lost control of everything, cant remember the night in question but i was arrested in the street by about 6 car loads of police and charged with threats to kill and in possesion of an offensive weapon. i am not a violent person, never have been, sometimes angry but not the person that the prosecution have portrayed me to be. i wasnt happy with the result this morning as it was all 1 sided but have to accept that until i go to crown court on 12th sept for trial. my solicitor has told me i wont get prison whatever happens and just get back to normal till then. cant say anymore than that except thanks again to you all for the support that you have showed to me. really appreciated.
richie